My last post was about deciding to go on a mission. I'm really happy about that decision, and it's benefited my life in many ways, but the one I want to talk about is the most unexpected. Ever since deciding to go on a mission, boys (and all of the frustration that comes with them) have suddenly become much simpler. I'm going on a mission, so I don't have to worry about getting married for at least another 2.5 years. That means that while I still have crushes on boys, it doesn't matter if they like me or not because they'll probably all be married by the time I get home. It's great because I can just be friends with them, and not worry about dating or courtship etc. I've also come to the conclusion that if I want to go on dates, I'm just going to ask boys on dates. Once I came to this realization that it would be fun, and it wouldn't matter if they said no because I could just ask someone else I decided I really wanted to go on a date. So I jumpe...
Oh, how I wish, that time would just hold still, that all my fears would slip away, problems vanish, troubles cease, and life would be one perfect day. But life is not like never land, each day’s different, and when it’s through, life goes on to spin and change. ~ Marin Hardy